Wednesday, October 22, 2008

My hurtful breakup

It seems like you meet the perfect girl then everything effing gets effed up! >:( why does this happen. well let me start from the beginning. It all started during summer vacation. her meathead boyfAdd Imageriend started to ignore her in every possible way. So while we were txting, she had brought up a good point about him ignoring her because i noticed it too. While we were txting, she asked me did I think she was pretty. So just to be nice, I said yes. then she asked me what if we went out and i said idk what if? so at that moment, she asked to go out with me. i said yeah sure. are you sure about this? then she said yes i am. so i said ok. so when school started again, we got together and started really going out. that's when all my troubles began... first it started with the complaints: why dont you express your feelings? why dont you do this..why dont you do that?.. second came the "requests" from her friends. she was like baby? is said yeah hon? thats when she told me that her friends think that she should dump me for her meathead ex boyfriend. i said don't listen to what your friends say or even to what i say. what matters is what you think and do. So the next day she called me on the phone and said it plain out: i want us to be just friends. i was ok with that but then she said: im going back to brandon. that is what ticked me off. then what really broke the camels back was when she said "my friends told me to do it". I was speechless. for that whole day, i couldn't eat, sleep, or do anything. i just laid in bed the whole day. then a couple of weeks later, all saw then was him and her getting all cuddly with each other. but im not alone. there are plenty of other fish in the sea, i just havent caught the right one yet. i also had a really good time at homecoming dancing with my friends, getting juked, and dancing with girls i dont even know. But even though the depression of loneliness is setting in, i will get better at this game called dating

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