Whatever bitch!!

My ex girlfriend is such a bitch! One of my friends told me that she called me a faggot just because im bi! so i talked to her today and she is all like "im sorry but i didn't mean to hurt you" and im like if she didn't want to hurt me she wouldn't go back to her meathead boyfriend. She said that she would stay with me but she lied. At least she had him before me. before her, i was alone. just completely alone. i know she wasn't probably going to be with me forever but just two months?! WTH?! and she says she's the one that is hurt. hurt my ass. she knew what she was doing. im so pissed off at her for doing this to me. im hiding all of my hurt behind fake happiness so my friends won't even know how much im hurt... its like whatever now...

My hurtful breakup

It seems like you meet the perfect girl then everything effing gets effed up! >:( why does this happen. well let me start from the beginning. It all started during summer vacation. her meathead boyfriend started to ignore her in every possible way. So while we were txting, she had brought up a good point about him ignoring her because i noticed it too. While we were txting, she asked me did I think she was pretty. So just to be nice, I said yes. then she asked me what if we went out and i said idk what if? so at that moment, she asked to go out with me. i said yeah sure. are you sure about this? then she said yes i am. so i said ok. so when school started again, we got together and started really going out. that's when all my troubles began... first it started with the complaints: why dont you express your feelings? why dont you do this..why dont you do that?.. second came the "requests" from her friends. she was like baby? is said yeah hon? thats when she told me that her friends think that she should dump me for her meathead ex boyfriend. i said don't listen to what your friends say or even to what i say. what matters is what you think and do. So the next day she called me on the phone and said it plain out: i want us to be just friends. i was ok with that but then she said: im going back to brandon. that is what ticked me off. then what really broke the camels back was when she said "my friends told me to do it". I was speechless. for that whole day, i couldn't eat, sleep, or do anything. i just laid in bed the whole day. then a couple of weeks later, all saw then was him and her getting all cuddly with each other. but im not alone. there are plenty of other fish in the sea, i just havent caught the right one yet. i also had a really good time at homecoming dancing with my friends, getting juked, and dancing with girls i dont even know. But even though the depression of loneliness is setting in, i will get better at this game called dating

Questions

Questions. This word is the expanding point of our whole universe and Everything. Questions are the things that helped our ancient ancestors expand throughout the whole world. Questions are the things that helped get us to what we are today. They are the essences that help a superior intellect and all those below. Questions are the things that helped our hunger of curiosity. They are the things that helped inspire and destroy. Before God made us, he had a question, “What if I made man and woman?” This was the first Question. So He made man and woman. Then man and woman, also known as Adam and Eve, asked “What if we had children?” “Then what would happen?” So they had children and now look where we ended up at. We are destroying the Mother Earth that God created so man and woman won’t have to stand in the deep vastness of space. We are destroying the love and care that God made in 7 days and 7 nights. It is not animals that are the monsters because they kill, hunt, and eat us. It is US that are the monsters. We are the ones who are killing more of them every single day. We are the ones who kill each other. God made us to love and care for one another. Not bomb, stab, shoot, hang, electrocute, cut, inject, poison, burn, or other things that hurt or kill a person. And in my opinion, I think it is sad that some people commit suicide because of the way this world is, or because they are feeling lonely, they want to escape the internal blackness that covers them, or they feel like they have no other reason to live. Even though there is a lot of help out there to make you feel like you belong somewhere, most people thinking about suicide don’t realize how it can affect those that actually care about him/her. They too will feel lonely and scared. Most people say that what you draw reflects what you are on the inside. This is highly untrue. I have made a survey and the results are that if you draw something, you only draw it because you are attracted by it or because you’re bored. It doesn’t mean that you are a complete psycho bent on killing everybody that you don’t like. It just means that you are mentally aroused by it or that it makes you feel good like me and beanie babies. It’s like guys who like lesbians. We like it because it’s just cool to us or that is what we feel on the inside. I’m not saying this from a point of view of a. I’m just saying that don’t judge somebody by how they dress or what they like to draw or their sexual orientations. I know this sounds kind of cheesy like a children’s cartoon but this is true. You should always make as many friends as possible. That way you can have an outlet to other things that wouldn’t be open to you otherwise. This is a weird and scary world that we live in. And this world that we live in has become a lot lazier with all the technology that people are inventing like the little robot that can clean the floor all by himself. Most elderly people also think that the world is turning around. Some told me that they used to fight to read. Now most people don’t even think about picking up a book. Now you can call me a nerd all you want to. I like to read and so do most of my friends. We all enjoy a good book now and again but I’m not saying start a book club but just talk to your friends about a good book you read. If they don’t give a crap, just think to yourself “they are missing out on something good”. No one ever deserves to be constantly put down by others. If you don’t care what someone says about you, you will do what you do. That is someone being mentally powerful over others. Other people try to put you down because they feel bad about themselves and want to drag you down with them. DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU. THE RESULTS CAN BE LIFE CHANGING!!!!! There should be no reason that you feel bad about yourself if somebody says something.