I'm really happy but scared.

I am so happy right now because I have found a guy willing to go out with me! This is really big and I don't know what to do! =^^= [kitty] OMG! now im really scared because what if he just wants to use me like my other girlfriends did? how do i know that he really likes me? Will he be just like the others, or is he going to humuliate me in front of others?? %-o [confused].

They Just Don't Understand

My "friends" are saying that i am "confused" that "i dont know what i want". But in fact i do. i want both guys and girls. why cant i have both. for you heteroes out there do you like just one kind of vetable? i really dont think so. why cant you have both some things people try to make seem wrong just because they don't understand.

What do I do?

I am currently in love with one of my best friends from school. He is really nice and everything could be good except he doesn’t know that I love him and he has a girlfriend that seems like she doesn’t want him around me. I think I should just tell him my feelings before it’s too late to do anything. She is really good looking too. I really don’t blame him if he says to leave him alone or if his girlfriend goes all out on me. (sigh) I really don’t know what to do it seems as though my life is being forced into having problems over and over again. Why is it so hard to confess your feelings to the one you love?

Depression/suicide

Overall health means more than simply being in shape and eating properly. Mental health is just as important as physical health.
During your teenage years, various things may make you sad or get you down. For example, if someone makes fun of your clothes or if you don't do well on a test for which you thought you were prepared. But if you constantly are upset about something, you could be depressed. Depression is a mental illness, but it is treatable once it is accurately diagnosed. Many teenagers experience depression.
Take the following quiz:
Do you cry more now than you used to?
Do you think your life is hopeless or meaningless?
Do you have a hard time sleeping, either sleeping too much or falling asleep at night?
Do you spend more time alone than you used to?
Do you ever think of hurting yourself?
Do you often feel worn out?
Have you gained or lost weight in the last month or two?
Have you felt unusually irritable lately?
How is your appetite? Are you overeating or undereating?
If you answered "yes" to several of these questions, talk to someone about getting help and feeling better. This person could be a teacher, a coach, your parent, an older sibling, or someone else you trust, but TALK WITH SOMEONE. Take a few minutes to make a list of people who you can call.
Depression, if untreated, may cause you to feel like hurting or killing yourself. Suicidal feelings are a very real problem that should be taken seriously. Talk to someone. According to the American Academy of Pediatrics, suicide is the fourth leading cause of death for adolescents between 10 and 14 years of age and the third leading cause of death for those 15 to 24 years old. It's hard to understand how anyone, especially a teenager, could take his or her own life, but people who can't shake depression sometimes do. A 2001 CDC survey of high school students showed 19 percent had thought about committing suicide and nearly 9 percent had tried.
If someone you know exhibits the following behavior(s), they might have suicidal tendencies:
Has the person become withdrawn from friends and/or family or undergone a dramatic personality change?
Does the person have trouble concentrating or always seem bored?
Does she or he often act rebellious?
Is she or he having a hard time coping with a major life event such as divorce of parents, death of a sibling, being pregnant?
Is abusing drugs or alcohol or both a common activity?
Is she or he giving things away prized personal possessions?
Does she or he write poems or notes about death?
Does your friend talk or even joke about suicide?
If this person is you, your child or your friend, do not keep quiet. Suicide is preventable, but you must act quickly. Consider these steps: (If you are an adolescent yourself, make sure you involve an adult first.)
Ask directly if they are thinking of committing suicide. Sometimes just saying the word helps the person feel like they are understood and their cries for help have been heard.
Reassure the person of your feelings for them, and listen carefully to them about their feelings. Remind them that you are willing to help them cope with any problem they might have.
Get rid of or lock up all guns, pills and medications of every kind, sharp tools including saws, knives, razors and scissors, and remove all ropes and belts.
Get help from a professional immediately. Don't wait or hesitate. Call this suicide crisis hotline number (toll-free nationwide): 1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433) for guidance.
Actions or talk of suicide are cries for help. Most teenagers are looking for acceptance, understanding, attention and love.

I'm happy

i am happy to be bi! i am also glad that none of my friends judged me negatively such as staying away from me or calling me a fag. i am glad to know that some people actually don't care about who you are or what your sexual prefrence is. i am so glad that i can actually confront my feelings to other people. the only people that don't know is my family members besides two of my cousins. should i tell everybody or just leave it until later? even though i am happy about who i am, i am still scared if i should tell every one. i think i should just tell them little by little.

I've gotten over you

well now it is way past where me and my ex left off at but i feel as though that i do not need her anymore. => i feel free, excited and energenic! i also feel carefree!! i knew she wasn't going to be the last girlfriend i ever had, but it was good to me while it lasted. i know that love hurts and you feel left out. but if you don't get over it, your going to end up hurting yourself. your just going to cry over it until no one wants to be around you anymore. so i forgave her and i just got over it and now i feel better than i ever have!! => (or she might have been a succubus!!)

Whatever bitch!!

My ex girlfriend is such a bitch! One of my friends told me that she called me a faggot just because im bi! so i talked to her today and she is all like "im sorry but i didn't mean to hurt you" and im like if she didn't want to hurt me she wouldn't go back to her meathead boyfriend. She said that she would stay with me but she lied. At least she had him before me. before her, i was alone. just completely alone. i know she wasn't probably going to be with me forever but just two months?! WTH?! and she says she's the one that is hurt. hurt my ass. she knew what she was doing. im so pissed off at her for doing this to me. im hiding all of my hurt behind fake happiness so my friends won't even know how much im hurt... its like whatever now...

My hurtful breakup

It seems like you meet the perfect girl then everything effing gets effed up! >:( why does this happen. well let me start from the beginning. It all started during summer vacation. her meathead boyfriend started to ignore her in every possible way. So while we were txting, she had brought up a good point about him ignoring her because i noticed it too. While we were txting, she asked me did I think she was pretty. So just to be nice, I said yes. then she asked me what if we went out and i said idk what if? so at that moment, she asked to go out with me. i said yeah sure. are you sure about this? then she said yes i am. so i said ok. so when school started again, we got together and started really going out. that's when all my troubles began... first it started with the complaints: why dont you express your feelings? why dont you do this..why dont you do that?.. second came the "requests" from her friends. she was like baby? is said yeah hon? thats when she told me that her friends think that she should dump me for her meathead ex boyfriend. i said don't listen to what your friends say or even to what i say. what matters is what you think and do. So the next day she called me on the phone and said it plain out: i want us to be just friends. i was ok with that but then she said: im going back to brandon. that is what ticked me off. then what really broke the camels back was when she said "my friends told me to do it". I was speechless. for that whole day, i couldn't eat, sleep, or do anything. i just laid in bed the whole day. then a couple of weeks later, all saw then was him and her getting all cuddly with each other. but im not alone. there are plenty of other fish in the sea, i just havent caught the right one yet. i also had a really good time at homecoming dancing with my friends, getting juked, and dancing with girls i dont even know. But even though the depression of loneliness is setting in, i will get better at this game called dating

Questions

Questions. This word is the expanding point of our whole universe and Everything. Questions are the things that helped our ancient ancestors expand throughout the whole world. Questions are the things that helped get us to what we are today. They are the essences that help a superior intellect and all those below. Questions are the things that helped our hunger of curiosity. They are the things that helped inspire and destroy. Before God made us, he had a question, “What if I made man and woman?” This was the first Question. So He made man and woman. Then man and woman, also known as Adam and Eve, asked “What if we had children?” “Then what would happen?” So they had children and now look where we ended up at. We are destroying the Mother Earth that God created so man and woman won’t have to stand in the deep vastness of space. We are destroying the love and care that God made in 7 days and 7 nights. It is not animals that are the monsters because they kill, hunt, and eat us. It is US that are the monsters. We are the ones who are killing more of them every single day. We are the ones who kill each other. God made us to love and care for one another. Not bomb, stab, shoot, hang, electrocute, cut, inject, poison, burn, or other things that hurt or kill a person. And in my opinion, I think it is sad that some people commit suicide because of the way this world is, or because they are feeling lonely, they want to escape the internal blackness that covers them, or they feel like they have no other reason to live. Even though there is a lot of help out there to make you feel like you belong somewhere, most people thinking about suicide don’t realize how it can affect those that actually care about him/her. They too will feel lonely and scared. Most people say that what you draw reflects what you are on the inside. This is highly untrue. I have made a survey and the results are that if you draw something, you only draw it because you are attracted by it or because you’re bored. It doesn’t mean that you are a complete psycho bent on killing everybody that you don’t like. It just means that you are mentally aroused by it or that it makes you feel good like me and beanie babies. It’s like guys who like lesbians. We like it because it’s just cool to us or that is what we feel on the inside. I’m not saying this from a point of view of a. I’m just saying that don’t judge somebody by how they dress or what they like to draw or their sexual orientations. I know this sounds kind of cheesy like a children’s cartoon but this is true. You should always make as many friends as possible. That way you can have an outlet to other things that wouldn’t be open to you otherwise. This is a weird and scary world that we live in. And this world that we live in has become a lot lazier with all the technology that people are inventing like the little robot that can clean the floor all by himself. Most elderly people also think that the world is turning around. Some told me that they used to fight to read. Now most people don’t even think about picking up a book. Now you can call me a nerd all you want to. I like to read and so do most of my friends. We all enjoy a good book now and again but I’m not saying start a book club but just talk to your friends about a good book you read. If they don’t give a crap, just think to yourself “they are missing out on something good”. No one ever deserves to be constantly put down by others. If you don’t care what someone says about you, you will do what you do. That is someone being mentally powerful over others. Other people try to put you down because they feel bad about themselves and want to drag you down with them. DO NOT LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU. THE RESULTS CAN BE LIFE CHANGING!!!!! There should be no reason that you feel bad about yourself if somebody says something.